Hikaru the Shoyru's Journal

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Wed, 03 Dec 2003 19:01:11 GMT

I'm here with my owner, Silverbreeze-san. My other siblings went out for a walk. But since Silverbreeze-san is sick in bed today, I'm all alone here in my room...

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Keasari (a black Aisha whose owner is Silverbreeze's friend) couldn't come over. I think that she needs to be with her boy friend so they can talk...talk. Mm. Saiichirou-san and I never really have talked...

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...Does Saiichirou-san hate me?I mean, when I was younger, he always tried to convince me that he was just a "random friend" of Dakota-san and Silverbreeze-san who had just decided that he should tag along with them and get himself off the streets. But... why?

Did he think that because I was so young I wouldn't like the, er, outcome (I'm not sure if I used the right word there...)? I mean... the way he acted... some of the things he said... did he think that I wouldn't want to have a brother that's so... harsh? Maybe he thought I was wanting a sibling (besides Dakota) who was sweet, a lost little pet, just looking for someone to love him...

Ergh! It isn't fair! It isn't fair at all! I've always had a feeling that Saiichirou-san may not like me. I should have trusted in it! If he didn't like me so much, then why couldn't he have told me straight off? He seems like he'd be perfectly capable of doing so. It would have saved me so much heartache if he had done so...

Well. Saiichirou-san. If you're reading this: Fine. I won't bother you anymore or try to be with you. Not even on the holidays where pets and their siblings and owners are supposed to spend time with eachother. I know you don't want me, so I won't burden you. And I'll remember what you said when I was younger--that I should just stop trying to find my other sibling, because it would just be a waste of time. And I see that it is. Good advice. I'll give up. Try and forget. I know that what you said was what a real brother would say. So I'll try to be a real sister and obey.

....I'm so sorry that I was such a burden.

Woo!

Wed, 03 Dec 2003 02:40:50 GMT

I haven't updated my LJ in 5 days. Someone spank me. @__@

Anyway... >_>

Saiichirou (my brother) has a LiveJournal!! =D

http://www.livejournal.com/~saiichirou

Please friend him! ^__^ He may seem quiet and a bit cold at first, but once you get to know him, he's really nice!

Wed, 26 Nov 2003 23:02:22 GMT

Dakota: ...
Me: ...
Dakota: ...
Me: ...
Dakota: *cough*
Me: ...
Dakota: ...
Me: *shrugs and walks away*
Dakota: O_o??

@___@; I have a really strange onnichan. Although I can't say that I'm normal either, but... >.> Yes, this is what happened earlier today...so...yeah O___o;; Nothing else mildly interesting, move along now... *begins to whistle innocently, and then remembers that she doesn't know how to whistle* --;

...I LIKE JELLY! =DDDDD *loses whatever point she previously had*

Tue, 25 Nov 2003 22:06:09 GMT

I'M SO FULL OF ENERGY NOW FROM EATING SO MUCH STRAWBERRY JELLY THAT I'VE BEEN BOUNCING AROUND THE HOUSE ALL DAY WHILE SINGING LIKE AN EXTREMELY TONE-DEAF NEOPET WHO REALLY NEEDS TO CALM DOWN BUT CAN'T AND OH MY GOSH FRIGGIN HELLO JESUS WITH AN ICE PICK STAPLE MONKEY

MORE USUKI FRENZY I MUST PLAY MORE USUKI FRENZY DEAR LORD I'M FRIGGIN HYPER SOMEBODY DO SOMETHING OR I'M GOING TO BREAK THIS KEYBOARD YJYATJYETWTURUWWT

Tue, 25 Nov 2003 03:23:34 GMT

HikaruShoujo says 'Aught nee neyahthrooths oogleboogle!! o.o'...

Amethyst squeals, 'AAIIIIIIIEEE'

O.o That was weird... Amethyst is my AngelPuss, and this happened when I was talking to him... oddness... *giggles*

Tue, 25 Nov 2003 02:49:50 GMT

I guess that I should put something up here now that I finally have this thing...

Anyway, I'm Hikaru the blue Shoyru, everyone! I'd like to thank Ixeded for giving me a code! Thanks, Ixeded! ^__^

So, uh... my siblings don't seem to really want an LJ, so... but I'll talk about them anyway. Dakota is my big onnichan, and he's a green Gelert. He picks on me a lot, but I love him anyway. Saiichirou the red Lupe is my second oldest onnichan, and he's... not really that social. O_o And my ototochan is a yellow Aisha named Tsukaza. He's really cute...

I'll post some more stuff up here later, cause Tsukaza-chan is eyeing the computer right now. I think he wants me to get off so he can play some computer games. Such a cutie-pie, he is...-^_^-

Hikaru

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Woo!

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